You Are No Good

Be whatever the fuck you want to be.
  Be closed minded, about
  the fact that you haven't opened your head
  to structure and the freedom lying there
  waiting for your touch, naked
  inside a nest of stupid chaotic
  spun days, and call it enlightenment,
  but admit you've fooled no one.
Be whatever the fuck you want to be.
    Be the Jack or the Queen or
       wear the rings, real or not, or the chain
             real or not.  Smoke or don't, but don't smoke
                    in my bathroom.  I like to shit in peace.
       Be the ass or the hare or the fox or the mystery
          animal to be revealed in tomorrow's episode.
  Count down or count up or be the one always counting out loud,
      or don't speak.  Ever.
Be whatever the fuck you want to be.
  Be a horrible friend, or an okay friend,
  or a person I still call sometimes
  when I'm stumble prone and the stars are spinning
  and I remember what it felt like when you dragged me
  to my feet and "what's wrong with you?"
  was a story too long for my head to buffer
  and I shrug and smirk at a face no longer there
  and fall over again, and the voicemail left is ambient early morning
  road noise, until the battery dies.
Be whatever the fuck you want to be.
         
           
            All we ask is that whatever your pursuit of being makes you,
            let it not make you into a self serving, conceited and entitled ,
            hoof in mouth, humorless and holier than though, dick.