Small Cry

I don't know how many times
I have to consider
taking up religion of any sort
to make you love me
as much as I still love you
written out in droplets of tears
on fake wood floor
all along my powder blue toilet seat
while I dig my fingertips
into the base of my jaw
hard enough to make it bleed
understanding and quite possibly
while we examine the content
parenting that would
vouch.

Rip.

Sqdr

Why haven't you called me?  I called you five times and.  Sol is a wonderful thing that will suck us all.  Unto death, and then we part.  Ways of describing the itch of second degree burns.  Like an avalanche if you can think about avalanches and road hill land slides as.  Snow takes too much time to think about.  Moving north, Cuz'.  I do not have to ever explain to you what I want, when I fucking want it and if you ask me again I will be sure to land you in the fucking.  Hospitals sound great these days.  I'm blind and days unwind and giggle.  Before pulling a tee shirt over your chin.  Ups and apples!   Are the answer if you listen to the sing song holy snush of peanut and jelly.  Can be the best solution to dry humping.  The side of your car is never acceptable during some times of the afternoon.

The Other Parts 2

Hack them off.

With a brilliant stainless steel.

Hold it to hot iron and make a new

limb.  A new.  For heaven's sake  end

of a sort of thing that will allow

a new way to wake up.

Hack it off,

Hack it off!!!

Turn into a new beautiful beast someone can

love.

That's what we all want is not it???

Hack it off.

Wake up each new day

with a new pain.

Discover and retch and discover that thing

still attached to your body.

Hack it off.  Hack it off.  laugh.

Spread your lips wide enough to show teeth.

Wide enough to brush.

Hack it off.

Hack it off.

Hack it off!

The Other Parts

Battle with the pieces of skin
that do no match.

Hack them off again.
Hack them off!
Hack them off!
Hack them off.   Make peace.

Not yet.
The pinks and purples
not black not tanned

Hack them off!!!!

Thursday Night Television

Cross legged, mounds of paisley, browned tan, gray, and
evergreen blanket wadded between our knees
to hole twin bowls of plain butter ice cream and cookies,
the television channel flips upward and down,
our sticky fingers printing alphabets to the remote's keys,
fighting to laugh with as little lung as possible to keep
our treats behind our teeth.  The guide channel was nice.
Our war was inevitable.  43.  22.  54556.  Ronald's tail wags
beneath the coffee table, happy to lick up flung crumb & cream
on the rug between midnight snack's giggles and our t.v.

Captain Hawk

Cool the fins and blow.

Burn a hole in a pair of jeans.

Squick and chinnawe!

Three fingers and a fourth!

I used to have a problem with you and it got solvent the way we used to see in the sixties black and whites with antiheroes.

Flash bang and buttons for flare.

Polish edge and tooth work.

Can kokipp hurache!

Glint if the sun catches it just right drawn from the hip.
A little wink and sigh and glitter
defined.  To say hello.

Can I Kiss You Once Each Year? 3

Ear wet and soggy and warm from resting
against yours.  Fast heart beats and slow
breast to breast.  Napping and the stink of
the back of your ear fills my nose and
my cellphone screen.

We could have matching earrings
if you wanted.  In the buster times,
glass breaks and eggshells chime.
Wake up to the sound of buses pounding
streets and gasping to stop.  Eyelashes touch
and do you remember the time you said
I was an odd ball while I
tried to explain the width of your hips
and their math?

Shutter window and flame on
ceiling lights.  I electrocuted myself
to make you laugh.  Wipe snot from lip
before kiss and finish.
I will walk
to the ends of the earth to see
and see you again.

Be sorry.  Be new.  Brush teeth and stroke
sinew.  Build to a way to
see.
Dreams fall apart like cookies with too much milk.
Letters unsent.  Finger paint.  Dried brush.
Cups wash.  Nails torn free by lip.
Gnawed and temper and lighter and flayed.

Once each year.
I love you.  Asleep and flying through the air.
I love you.  If I can.  If you do not mind.
If and only if.  Toothpick chewed to nub.
I love you.
Can and only if.  a           h jk  e.   Witho      .

I love you. Can I kiss you once each year?
I dream about you.  I fear.  Will you
kiss me once each year?