Baseball LP

1

God is merciless, not without conscience.
She makes the grass to grow and
She makes the sand to sting,
The sun to shine and the rain
To wash away blood and tear alike.
Sacrifice, this day, and know a peace.


2

You are a fire.  Give me this kiss, this dance
And tonight I will give you the fucking stars.
You came for me.  Only you know
The trouble we’ve seen.  The winters.
You are a fire.  Set light to me and I will shine.
Everything else?  We will destroy.



3

I am the god of hell
And eight horsemen are coming with me.
Set your pikes and shields and tar
And steel yourselves.
Tonight you will know fear
And our cleats sounding the depth of graves.




4

They do not know you yet, and that is okay.
They will soon.  Beneath these stars and lights,
This sun and these clouds, this rattle rain,
They will know why
Animals are caged.
“Do not try the lion for the lion may try you too.”



5

To win is to know.
To lose is to know.
The sand in a mouth.
The sun in an eye.
Together we are nothing
Without our brothers.




6

I am not afraid of
Small opportunity.
I am heart and balance.
I am routine, but give
Something to me rarer
And I am liable to explode.





7

Remember before the game.
Holding grass shoots
And letting them fall
In the wind, guessing where
The sun would come from?
Take it all away.  Now is




8

I will not forgive you
For every and all you do.
A gentleman’s race.
Back pocket hawked race.
Talk to me over 60’ 6” &
I’ll meet you at the plate.




9

Take it outside
The diamond
And radiate
Pure light within
So bright the
Field will not see.




10

Gloves are extensions
Of men fallible,
Truth Will speak
In a hit laced
Where mere men
Cannot go.





11

I have dreamed
About this day.
Smelled the tall grass,
Walked the beach
With you.  We’ve
Been here before.






Bottom of the Twelfth

Is it reel?  Touch down in the box.
Nothing, but a bat a ball and
Endless math.
Simplify, sweatheart.
Touch the plate.  Tug your ear

And let it blaze on the outside.

rderDiso

Learning how to exist in it
as soon as I can wear it.  With Pride.  Eventually.

Game of Inches

You realize the only thing keeping us apart
is two inches of steel
miles of paperwork
an alibi
a character witness
a jury of people not my peers
the depth, to wit, I fucking love you
and your breath on my nose like wind's afterthought
that reminds me we are not alone today.
Reminds me I do not know
what I would be
without the shoes you helped me buy
instead of another murder suicide.

Video Tape

Play stop rewind fast forward human beings
without the obstacle of reading. I laugh.
Everything is reading.  I stop, remembering
the interpretation class and the linguistics class
I shat my way through and still
picked up so much
despite myself.

Wasted a few credits and a few thousand dollars
on a Holocaust class I had to literally piss my pants
to get out of taking the final exam at my desk.  It was
not at all what I expected.  The ol' bait and switch
far and a ways beyond the class dropping date.
Good move.  Too shay.

Asynchronous are.  Strange to be.  Always in.
Fragments collect if you want to put your palms together
and collect the bits of reign.  Settled and ripples coursed
against each other.  The way it... has... to...
Stop rewind fast forward play delete pause.  Feminists.  Fuck.
I would like to see her
now
to compare wall paper and all.

Hot Ears 2

The furnace in the space between is something like a
familiar machine that's based floors underneath the ground
and churns and churns and churns.

See the glow from way up here and it burns and tells
me why everything has to stay so fuzz edged oil paint.
Cutting up live objects.

Express trains go.  Slipping through the dreaming door
and listening to my heart beat through the mattress
through pillow, through the pillowcase and

it goes without me wanting it to.  Throbbing like the leaves
on the orange skin trees in ugly sunlight.  If there were
sunglasses for a heart, hearts would wear them.

Overcome with
mute.
Came across the seas to... mute.

Go down and come home
to the place where no thing and no one is learned.
Everything is known and still new in dreamland.

Ears are burning.  Ears are burning!  Sex parts. Make up.
Constitutions and make up.  Break a heart once, shame.
Break a heart twice, shame.  Don't be silly.

Ice packs and jet assisted take off.  Ears are burning
and if it's okay or not
is up in the air.