Why My Music Plays Loud

I can appreciate your noise complaint.
I really can.  And, more over,
I do.

Uncomfortable with
any number of things
leading up
I do not know,
but I understand.

Please, however, become
part of what I hold inside and lie about
day in, days out, and let me feel
for one night, one god damned night,
something close
to things I could otherwise never understand.