To Fall In Love With You

I am in no state
conducive to 
falling in love with you
all over again,
the actionable words being
"all over"
because I am forgetting 
the way it all came apart at the seems
like all those evils 
within me are back seating in an attempt
to make sorbet in June
feel like February winter,
but honestly I am
still broken 
and falling in love is exactly that.
Falling once again,
except my broken
wrist and sutures 
for the compound fracture
will be less love's arrival as much as a departure,
another slip away of naivete's
rose budded, coke nosed, alright, this time  really counts,
yellow brick rail roaded 
goodbye.