Shoal 4

Watching the sun go down
next to a container ship
twenty times the size of my block
wondering how many of my bikes would fit
inside her.

Clouds hanging close
wondering why
my sisters and brother and I
do not live here.

Fire belly

Go home to

Leave.

In the shoals, the tide rolling out,
jelly fish.  Harmless jelly fish and
more seaweed than you can see through
two inches away from the breakers
frothing spit on the pebbles
and shit back washed.
The stink of Jersey a memory and the
Goethals bridge full of promise
in the 90s.

Gotham

can wait.

Let me sprint

on the shore of Staten Island.

Shoal 3 (folded sea glass)

Picking up horseshoe crabs and
breathing the air of Snug Harbor and
"this is my home" with a tuna sandwich
at bible camp unwrapped from plastic
good God!

Atlantic whore.

Atlantic woman.

Atlantic love.

Between the glass run smooth by waves
pebbles run small by churn
and drift wood between

there was a piece of glass found

looped over on itself

and a little piece of the Atlantic

water drumming this way and that

on my shelf
screaming

locked inside.


Shoal 2

My mother is taking selfies
with me in the picture with red corduroys
stripped down to a sliver to tie up my dreads
with a smile like a badger in good company.

All I hear is the waves come nearer
and the towers of the Gold Coast
leering on.

I would like to drop to knee
and shovel the Michigan water
into my face
I eat camera flashes easily.

Mean nothing, mean sleazy,
I'd fuck her right easy.  Pop on the couch
picking his nose.

I don't care all that much.  A bucket of blush.
Douse her in a shower of gasoline.
With a match and a kiss,
hopefully the rest of the house takes
and brings everything to ash kush.

Everyone waits for a shooting star.

Everyone waits for a windfall.

Not everyone waits

for

a way around

a sentence.

Shoal

I had something to say before the shore.

Sand bars and big wrecks,

reef dwelt and regret,

I pushed a bit farther than North.

The compass went ape shit.  You are off Terra.

Where the fuck is ?   Sol.

Sunrise and sun down, in the woods like a wolf

seek and destroy and why can this not be a joy?

Fast game and faster game and faster faster

blood toothed laughter.

Give me this.  This one.  And I will regale

as long as the beer continues to flow.

Toes in the water, and turning sea weeded water,
a frisby knocking on my temple while the sun beats.
Out of time by years, out of voice for screams.
Where the fuck is that beach ball?

Morning, Cat

Good morning, kitty.
How are you today?
I see you are stretching your toes.

Good morning, kitty.
How are you today?
Are you making the coffee or the eggs?

I see you have captured much of the pillows
and wrapped yourself up with some sheets.

Its a foggy dull morning and a little bit cold
and I do not blame you in the least.

Good morning, kitty.
How are you today?
I yawn and see you peek at my teeth.

Good morning, kitty.
You are looking well.
Do you have a little yawn for me?

Little mouth opens and with a furry smile
a sneeze explodes into my eyes.

With a shout and a shake I am wide awake
and starting my day half blind.